Wednesday, April 22, 2009

20 mins. Of Thoughts, Those of you who wonder what go's on in my head read this

*I wrote this on that Dr. Wicked thing I was gonna write a poem, then I started thinking...

The lamb quiet
staring straight
waitning to be taken
Hiding from all those who appear evil
though they are not all becoming the monsters desribed
Some are immune to the disease known as evil
The ones who did not get their unkind shots
and their moody vaccinations
These are the kids who plague they seem to plague all
all while they fall
Fall from atop their mighty podiums
The stadiums they all watch in awe as the lion
rips us to shreds we fight and we bite but there is no escape
and then we are gone
our memories simply a thing of the past
Where do we go when we die?
I mean I get the heaven thing but technically we cannot ask anyone dead cause well they're dead,
unless your that guy from pushing daisies but ya know one can do that
I just kinda want the mystery to be reavealed
if you go to heaven
do your memories follow?
Will you still remember who you loved?
Love thats another wierd word kind of like death in a way they are both unknown by lots of people people also fear love like death I think people are afraid of confrontation I am afraid of confrontation Whats the point of talking thins out I mean I get It helps in the end but is just kind of scary to tell somebody about your feelings
feelings you feel for others ones we have loved
I know I feel
simply because im alive and real
Im tired of people telling me how i should be
isnt it just easier just to be me
Cause you can pull apart the clothes and take off the make up
That makes you But in the end your always made up
It is kinda of a wierd thing Love i mean
I think I felt it once but in the end it felt more like a gunshot wound to the chest
Its like a huggee test
When you get an A you feel the best
When you fail you feel like the rest
Its pain and agony
Pity and angst
ya thats what love is
Its kind of like milk
It is great for a while
But after a couple of weeks it gets sour
and if you keep trying to drink it
It'll kill you
Noow im not saying this is love for mee
but the common teenager may feel this way towards someone and then feel totally opposite one day I think We are bi-polar when it comes to these things
I know when I say I love Someone I mean it And I cant stop loving someone after a day I mean im not a super human
Im a teenager for Chrissake
What do you expect
You know what gets on my nerves
Never ever tell someone they have never loved
who are you to tell them how they should feel
YOu cannot know what they have experienced with whom
I mean dont get me wrong some are confused on what they have felt but some are not positive
and that brings me back to me y general
point life and death

Sunday, April 19, 2009


There is something I feel
I feel the walls of my heart peel
Everyday I dont see you
Is another day I need you
In the pit of my gut
Down in this rut
I miss you

Thursday, April 16, 2009


Put on your hat
Strap on your tie
Get in your car
Be ready to die

There's no going back
Once we find what you lack
You'll give us no flak
We'll be sure of that

It seems to us, cause we are the we
There is no other place for you to be
You are our Stimulus, the package we seek
There's no way out, once we hear of a leak

So we'll shave your head
get ready to go
Because in the end you are our show

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Real life Math

A man leaves his house (point A) at 5:45 pm
A woman leaves her house, (point B) on the opposite side of the town, at 6:00 pm
The man and the woman travel 3.0 mph until they reach the exact center of town,(point C) meeting each other
How long will it take for the man and woman leaving point C to realize they are perfect for each other, and they just missed the one chance of happiness they were going to get?

Monday, April 6, 2009

Who Is Matt(y)?

I am the darkness, the cold

that grips you heart

I am the stare that has seen through you from the start

I am the nightmare, the protector of all dark and unseen

I am who they warned you about

The one who kills

With my words of course

So swiftly its like you never knew

And now I ask

Who are you?