Wednesday, April 22, 2009

20 mins. Of Thoughts, Those of you who wonder what go's on in my head read this

*I wrote this on that Dr. Wicked thing I was gonna write a poem, then I started thinking...




The lamb quiet
staring straight
waitning to be taken
Hiding from all those who appear evil
though they are not all becoming the monsters desribed
Some are immune to the disease known as evil
The ones who did not get their unkind shots
and their moody vaccinations
These are the kids who plague they seem to plague all
all while they fall
Fall from atop their mighty podiums
The stadiums they all watch in awe as the lion
rips us to shreds we fight and we bite but there is no escape
and then we are gone
our memories simply a thing of the past
Death
Where do we go when we die?
I mean I get the heaven thing but technically we cannot ask anyone dead cause well they're dead,
unless your that guy from pushing daisies but ya know one can do that
I just kinda want the mystery to be reavealed
if you go to heaven
do your memories follow?
Will you still remember who you loved?
Love thats another wierd word kind of like death in a way they are both unknown by lots of people people also fear love like death I think people are afraid of confrontation I am afraid of confrontation Whats the point of talking thins out I mean I get It helps in the end but is just kind of scary to tell somebody about your feelings
feelings you feel for others ones we have loved
I know I feel
simply because im alive and real
Im tired of people telling me how i should be
isnt it just easier just to be me
Cause you can pull apart the clothes and take off the make up
That makes you But in the end your always made up
It is kinda of a wierd thing Love i mean
I think I felt it once but in the end it felt more like a gunshot wound to the chest
Its like a huggee test
When you get an A you feel the best
When you fail you feel like the rest
Its pain and agony
Pity and angst
ya thats what love is
Its kind of like milk
It is great for a while
But after a couple of weeks it gets sour
and if you keep trying to drink it
It'll kill you
Noow im not saying this is love for mee
but the common teenager may feel this way towards someone and then feel totally opposite one day I think We are bi-polar when it comes to these things
I know when I say I love Someone I mean it And I cant stop loving someone after a day I mean im not a super human
Im a teenager for Chrissake
What do you expect
You know what gets on my nerves
Never ever tell someone they have never loved
who are you to tell them how they should feel
YOu cannot know what they have experienced with whom
I mean dont get me wrong some are confused on what they have felt but some are not positive
and that brings me back to me y general
point life and death

4 comments:

  1. i loooove you so much matty!
    i love your work!
    and thanks for the comment you left me!
    haha,,your to sweet..how is everything going?

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  2. haha that was amaazingg !! =]]

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  3. haha okay Matty . The first comment I never read thaT blog before but now I did. And wow Matty! :) it really was amazing. Comedy and truth And Yahh I really can relate to you : ) thanks for sharing that : )

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  4. Haha I love your ranting. It's a great thought process, I never thought up some of the stuff you did. Thanks for sharing!!

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